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In 2019, Bean teased the song and revealed its title via their Instagram stories, stating that the song would be released soon. They later did a countdown for the song's release.
On October 2, 2023, the song, along with "Birthday Bitch", was removed from streaming services. Bean later responded to a fan and said it was due to them not renewing their subscription to the music distribution platform they used.[1] But as of recently, it has been added back onto streaming services and can be streamed again.
Bean has explained on Instagram that this record’s main focus is about immense pain, about accepting it and attempting to heal around the pain. They've also said that this song seriously means a ton to them, and took a huge chunk out of their heart to make.
This song and "Birthday Bitch" are the only two songs currently in Bean's discography only be released through their independent label, Aswang Birthday Cake, and not there other record labels.
Bean has stated they love the song and wish to re-record it one day.